Ok. I'm tired of being fat. I'm ready to lose some weight again and maybe actually KEEP IT OFF this time.
I was watching a comedy show with one of Dwayne's favorite comedians, Daniel Tosh. He has a show called Tosh.0 and also has a stand-up routine. I pretty much hate him, although I'll admit to laughing at a couple of his jokes. But for the most part....he's got the humor of a 12 year old boy. Dwayne was watching his stand-up show Sunday night and if you weren't young, white, skinny and rich, he picked on you. For us fat people he said, "Big can be beautiful....just not to me. I think you're disgusting".
For once, I'd like for someone to pick on me for something other than my fat. My religion, my political views, I'm too tall...whatever....but the fat jokes are really getting old. I'm so over it.
I'm planning on walking a Half Marathon with my friend Kim and whoever else wants to join this November. It's only 8 months away, and at the speed that my days are flying by, it will be here before I know it. I still haven't established an exercise routine, but I've thought about it!! I've been training all week learning Billie's job because she will be on vacation next week and I'll be acting Ofc Mgr...doing her job, plus my job, plus Staci's job that I had to learn a month ago when she got fired. 3 jobs....all on ME. I see a lot of overtime in my future. I'm figuring on 12 hour days next week, and the chances of me coming home at 8:30p after a 12 hr day and exercising aren't real good. But it is definitely in the near future. Week after next? That's the plan. I weighed myself this morning. 258.0 lbs. I've been this weight for several weeks now...just hanging out...losing nothing, but I finally stopped getting FATTER. Now I'm finally ready, after a 3 month hiatus, to start losing weight again and get my head back in the game. There's really only one reason for this. I'm completely miserable physically. That's it. That's the reason. I. Feel. Like. Shit....and I'm tired of it. Til next time my friends.... :)
4 months ago