Super short post. I don't know what's up with me today. I have been sooooo tired and lethargic and I woke up wanting to eat everything in the house. Don't know why. Nothing particulary crazy going on in my life right now (but then I ask myself on most days, how much crazier can it get????!!!) I managed to keep my calories at 1800, which feels somewhat miraculous, because I've been fighting my food thoughts all day. Get this. My mom even called to chat for a while and told me that her and my sister were going out to lunch today at the Chinese buffet....and I was welcome to join them. Holy crap.....oh that took some real restraint. Can you believe I said no?? I still can't believe I turned down Chinese, of all things. But I did. So yay for me, and on an especially difficult day. Got in a good, hard workout at the gym tonight with Billie. Still working on getting the water in for today....6 glasses so far, 6 glasses to go before bedtime.
I'm starting to wonder if I have some weirdo mental hang-up about getting below 230. I seem to keep bouncing between 230 & 239....I've jumped up and down between those numbers a couple of different times now. It strikes me as odd. I can't think of why the 220's would scare the crap out of me, or why I'd have some kind of self-sabotage thing going on, but that's the major hurdle I'm trying to concentrate on right now. I want to see the 220's, and NEVER see 230 again. That's my next goal. Wish me well friends. :)
Quote For the Day:
"Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they don't have half the strength you think they have." -Norman Vincent Peale
4 months ago