A food addict's travels on the road to recovery.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Checking Out

I'll be back later....probably.  Take care friends.  :)

***UPDATE***

Sorry guys....I think I might have picked the wrong title for this post since everyone's asking if I'm ok.  I'm still alive...but I'm just not feelin' the blog anymore.  I'm tired of the fight....so I'm going to stop fighting...at least for now.  Maybe I'll feel better next week...maybe I won't.  I can't make any promises to anyone, least of all myself.  Thanks for asking...be good to yourselves.  I'll miss you.  :)

14 comments:

  1. Not sure what this means, but I hope you're okay...and hope you're back soon. Just saying.

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  2. Worrying about you. But maybe you need a little time to feed your soul while you figure out what's eating you. Take time , figure it out, self love, self care. Blog for yourself if you want to. Cause if you are just doing it for others then maybe it's just draining you . You need all your energy for yourself first before you can give it to others.

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  3. I hear you, take a break, but come back. Think of it asa blog vacation. We will miss you!

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  4. Aw sweetie. I am so sorry that you are feeling so down and having a tough time. Maybe a little break, some time to reflect will help you to reach your own clarity.

    I just hope that you don't stay away too long and please, don't give up on yourself, whether you come back here, or not. Tammy, you are so worth it. You are deserving of success and health and everything good that you have worked so very hard for.

    Take care and you will be in my thoughts and prayers. *hug*

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  5. Tammy my Girl, I hope you are okay sweetheart. You do what is best for you, take really good care little sister. There is a lot of love out here for you. Keep in touch, keep safe.

    Love you hunni

    She
    xxx

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  6. The road gets hard sometimes. Take a deep breath. Do what's right for you. Deb

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  7. NOOOOOO...please don't go. This fight is exhausting and frustrating but you CANNOT give up. Please, please, please don't give up. Take whatever time you need to regroup and figure a way to get back on the right track.

    I kept clicking through my reader yesterday to comment on your "people pleasing" post but you must have taken it down. I know how hard it is to try to eat healthy when you have a man with a big appetite sitting at the table with you and he could care less how many calories are in there. I usually don't eat separate meals but will have smaller portions of the meat and starch and load up on the veggies and it seems to be working. I know you can make it work even if Dwayne isn't on board.

    I hope you find your mojo and come back soon. Through all your struggles you continue to inspire me every single day by NOT GIVING UP. I have faith you will find a way to get through this rough patch and make this work.

    Let me know if there is anything I can possibly do to help you get through this. I'm here for you and sending good mojo vibes your way. Please come back soon. I miss you already.

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  8. I really love what PJ Geek said - "You need energy for yourself before you can give it to others." Well said, and so true. This food stuff is the absolute hardest thing to negotiate and about which to find peace and acceptance. I know you're going to be successful Tammy, because you already have been. But these setbacks, which I'm currently going through too, are tough. Sounds like at least a brief blog vacay is a good idea. But know we're thinking about you and rooting for you!

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  9. I am with everyone else...Hopefully you will come back bigger and stronger than ever...You can do this...and we all need you for your super insight and just all in all great insight. I, for one, hope that you will be back--with a vengeance...If there's anything I can do--just give me a buzz or send me a message...I am here for you!!!

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  10. Huh? Get back here now please !!

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  11. Please don't give up the fight Tammy. Take a blog break if you need to but try to not take a break from treating yourself well and taking care of yourself. I know its hard. Its a daily struggle but you have support and friendship. I'm here if you want to talk. You have my email.
    Lots of love!

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